Thursday, October 21, 2010

2 Years Ago

Dear Daddy,
It's been a long two years without you in our lives. You know we all miss you very very much. Sometimes I wish your life was longer so I could tell you so many things that has happened to us. I know everyday I still think about you. It's deeply affected me on the inside. There's just so much that's happened to me that I want to tell you. Well for one thing, I really like this one guy who's two years younger than me. But the age difference doesn't matter to us. We both like each other very much. I'm hoping we become more serious because I want to bring him to our house to meet mommy, Bryant, Albert, and Kuya, and of course, you. I think you would like him because he's such a sweet guy and he really cares for me like the way I care for him. Maybe I can ask for your help? Can you help him realize that I do want me and him to be together so much? To be honest, I think I've fallen in love with him. My friends that know see it as plain as day and so does mommy. And I plan to tell him that when we have our next date. I've never felt this way about any guy before. He's done so much for me. He was the first guy to actually make a move. I have a feeling that you know that he was the one that kissed me first. I'm really glad he was my first kiss. Please do all you can because he really makes me smile each day and he's all I think about day and night. But you know, despite all this, I still have you in my thoughts as much as him. And all I can say is, there isn"t a day where I don't think about you. I miss you very much and I love you. I'm pretty sure that you're in heaven, where it's full of light and happiness. All I ever want for you is just your happiness. I may not be happy without you here, but I'm just happy you're resting in peace. Take care always and please watch over us.
Love always,
Your only daughter Alyssa <3